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how long has it been? does anyone even go on this anymore?

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*hope everyone is having an awesome day and got lots of good things. unlike me who hasnt gotten anything for easter since i was like 12. but anyway...i love u all.!!*

hey all! i havent written in a couple months. the memory of the ex is long gone. im over it. lol umm..it is finally warming up in buffalo and im pretty stoked about that. right now i am on spring break till next monday. hopefully it will be fun. it has been so far. hangin out with my favorites. haha. still missin washington of course....i dont think i will ever stop. the last couple months have been a blur. just gettin ready for the end of the year and hangin out with the people i love. ive been a very good girl about boys. havent done anything too stupid and takin things realllyy slow. i dont know exactly if i want a boyfriend for a long while. it's kinda fun being single and just hanging out with all ur friends and not caring. i love it. im so pumped for summer but not pumped for the end of the year's regents exams. holy crap im almost 18 and a senior. i cant believe it. SATs are in june. mmkay well that's all for now. later!

im back from cleveland! mmhmm. it was a long deserved break that i neeeded. i felt better getting away from everything for a while. basically i went to the rock and roll hall of fame and it was pretty awesome. then i went to the mall there and it was kewl and got like a new shirt and shoes. we went to alot of nice restaraunts too. yum. buuuttt now im back and ready for back to school on monday. grrr. still gotta write my essay that was originally due on friday but school was cancelled. ok wellll. bye!

feelin better as each day goes by. i guess he might like someone else now...ouch. but im not for sure. im trying not to worry about it tho. i just wanna tell him how i feel...like i want him to look at me in the face and say "i dont like you anymore." it would hurt. but it would let me kno. i dont want him to feel sorry for me. i rlly dont. i just need him to understand that im still caring and i wanna kno if he is too. i wish i could read his mind. grrr. he went to florida for the week and im goin to cleveland on wednesday. soo when he comes back im calling him. he'll have to listen. and he can take what i say or leave it. idc. i just want him to kno whats going on....................

anywaayyy....today was kewl. went to tony's and hung with jesse and missy and tony of course...duh.!! it was fun times!! lol. gotta love it. we watched wedding crashers. deff a funny movie. now its so late and im kinda sleepy but its not quite bedtime yet. even tho i have laundry and stuff to do tomorro. im excited for cleveland. i need a break from this island. i need it bad. plus my mom is taking me pity shopping. mwahah i love it. and i get to go to the rock and roll hall of fame. basically its my dad being at meetings the whole time while me and mom spend his money. and kory is stayin home. lol. im so pumped. ok time to go now. byeee.

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*feelin a bit better. miss him still tho. blah boys are dumb.*

we broke up.
he dumped me.

my heart feels like its gonna explode. i cant stop thinking. i cant stop crying. i just cant.

i wanna kno wats wrong with me. what i did wrong. i wanna kno why he doesnt like me anymore. other than "we have nothing in common. we just couldnt talk." after almost 2 months he decides to tell me this. 2 MONTHS!!!! i wanna scream. i dont wanna be stuck in this house feeling sorry for myself. please get me out. please.

umm so ive been outta school for about a week. cuz we had ReGeNts break. kinndaa gay but cool. im still going out with mark and its gonna be 3 weeks tomorrow. yay. i heart that kid. umm nothin much going on. very awesome week. mostly just hangin with mark and lauren and the rest of the gang. going bowling! lol. my highest score was a 134! watching movies, spot coffee and shit like that. lots of sleepovers with my love lauren and a couple of NY regents tests that i passed. yeaa booeeyy!! anyywaaayy just givin an update. life is pretty decent. still mad about the coldness here. im always cold. grrrr.. oh wellz. midwinter break is coming up soon. buh im gonna be sad cuz mark is leaving i think. and so is lauren. damn them! lol. oh wells. byyyyyeeeee